Growth and Choices

There is a seed growing deep inside of me.. Right now it's pushed so deep I can literally feel it.. It's wedged up against my pelvis.. For some time now it has been spinning and spinning, over the last few days it has stopped… And now its suddenly burst open, I feel the light coming from the seed. It's change and charge is painful… A new plant is now twisting and climbing and wrapping all along my organs and bones, it's pushing itself deeper into my chest.. It's waiting for me to allow it to stay and it wants to keep growing.. bigger.. It wants to be a new plant, a new bloom, a new and completely different flower.. With new colors and a new shape.. I don't know is all I can say.. And yet, its heat keeps rising,, Will I let it bloom? Should I? It's too late I think, it already has a desire all it's own.. It's waiting for me, all I need to do is open my mouth and say "YES!"… Will I say it, will I have the courage? After all it's my seed...